I am on the platform at St John's Wood Tube station, thoughts racing through my mind. The indicator board says a train is approaching... and I am trying to decide whether to step in front of it.
Lindsay Nicholson recounts struggling with suicidal thoughts and depression after taking antidepressants, triggered by personal issues including her husband's affair. She questions the effectiveness of antidepressants, citing research suggesting alternative treatments like exercise. She also reflects on the potential consequences of her suicidal thoughts.
